I Am Here

Summary

I Am Here explores solitude, self-awareness, and the halo of inner light. Discover poetic reflections on presence, identity, and belonging at LucidityBooks.

I am here, but what does that mean if there is no one else with me? I can find value in and of myself when I am alone. Yet, what is my reward? What are my fruits of comfort?

Created by my thoughts a halo appears as an aura of glory surrounding my idealized person.

My nimbus is manifested from my need. It is a glowing light that encircles the hidden depths of my hopes. My vivid dreams stand in front of me as a shadowy realism.

I am pleased that I am here, yet the land is vast, and a place of shelter is elusive. I can have satisfaction in being myself. Still, it lacks emotional depth if there is no one to share myself with. A product of the earth stands before me.

My deep feelings are not a vapor or mist. They are a glowing tower in front of me. This tower has a form stronger than my wishes. It has a substance that is completing. Beside the rivers Orange and Purple, my fantasies springs to life.

I am here and there is no fear because I am not seeing an illusion. I know comfort in solace, but comfort without contentment is no remedy for that innate need for companionship.

A halo formed in the middle of no place to turn. The name of that halo is “That for which I have longed.” Many take companionship for granted. They do not reckon on its absence. Yet, one who has not experienced the light of day can relish its rays.

I am here, and who cares about that except me. I can make-believe that I am me, but who am I without an impeccable method of verification?

Silver lights shine brightly in my heart and mind. They are encircled by a halo of unquestionable love and respect. This verifies my being.

This knowledge of self is pinned against the inner ear of my consciousness and held securely by my awareness. It is not a drum roll making a noise, but the joy of my heart singing a fabulously brilliant song.

Over there, is nowhere, because I am here. Even before I realized myself, I am here. Not a whisper among many or an animated expression of matter.

I am here, not because I believe or even know. My nimbus assures me. I am a fan stirring the winds of her emotions. I am the producer of her explosive comings.

I am grateful to be aware that I am here. This awareness allows me to fully appreciate the halo for its appearance. I know nothing beyond what I know. I am sure that a glowing light has come to be a companion to me.

The stillness of my thoughts has been beautifully occupied by a determinative imprint. One of these imprints is the capstone of being. Now I know this as never before.

I am here, and here is everywhere that my thoughts sheds more light on my person. It is not because I know. It’s because I only know what I know. What I know consists of soft and radiant light motions. These motions form a halo standing in front of me.

I am here, and if you don’t believe it, just ask me.

This I know for sure because my mother anointed my being when I was in her womb.