You Feel

Summary

You Feel confronts humanity’s chaos, illusions, and self-destruction—an unflinching meditation on escape, ignorance, and the fragile fate of our world.

You feel that you are in a dark place and need to find a way of escape. Be advised that you are only a single drop in a leaky bucket. The world has been transformed into something far less than it can be.

The pillow on the crest of the hill is not a soft cushion. It is a rock cluster that is only a peddle away from falling in the gorge. It will annihilate all. You want to turn the nearest planets into a trash heap. You have already done this to the planet earth. You also want to fill those worlds with your prejudices and ignorance. Exporting violence and hatred to the outer spheres while polluting everything you come near.

You feel that you need a change in your life. You envision a predisposed paradise. Yet, you will turn it into a universal gutter as soon as your feet touch the bubble. Your house is in disorder. You are eager to trouble your neighbors. You take your misery to the next level of indifference. You have a delusion of wisdom that is counterfeit.

The wine you press have broken your neck which you can’t feel because your face is stretched. Slow down and get it right before you turn light into absurdity and darkness into stupidity. Your speech is the gibberish of the self-proclaimed high-minded who are infected with blindness and unsubstantiated nonsense. Parading knowledge that they don’t know and filling textbooks with dumbo hot air jumbo.

You feel and you believe, and who cares. Being one heartbeat away from oblivion gives you no height beyond the ecliptic. You gain no wisdom that can not be easily dismissed when the pebble falls away. The rocks start rolling.

Your toenails grow on average 1.62 mm per month. It’s give or take a bite or two. Don’t lose your faith because toenail fungus is a common condition. It is easier to treat than an ingrown toenail and toenail trauma. You believe and you feel. The list goes nowhere. The arrows you shoot hit the wagon wheel. They miss the apple in the tree.

You can’t go anywhere without being there. So, don’t try to be everywhere, especially in minds where you are not welcomed. In some places, the tap water is too dangerous to drink. The rent is very high in these places. You should not cook with the tap water either. Don’t go miles away to find negatives because they are right next door or even in your home.

During the most recent ice age the snow snake evolved and has bitten the earth at its heel. Walloping off balance, not unable to climb a ladder, heading directly off course in search of a destination. Spreading garbage and debris in space. Feeling that the universe revolves around the destroyers of beauty, love, and life.

You feel that you are moving in shadows and all that you see is transparent. Be wise to how vague you are in the consciousness of the cosmos. Be aware that another periodic planetary extinction is on the way and not a single homo ignoramus will escape annihilation. The virtuous and the hideous will fall in a single heap and the upright will be their burial covering.

Call to whomever you will. Pray to whoever you must. There is nothing and no one to hear you as the earth smacks you between the ears. In a single instant your lips will shut, and your fingernails will no longer have a need to be clipped.

You feel that you are in a dark place and need to find a way of escape. But how can you escape yourself. Even if you choose to go insane you are still with yourself. The rabbit has jumped into a hole and covered that hole with stub. The rabbit feels safe and boasts about being the master of the house. Then an ant bites it and chases it out. This is what it comes to. This is your feeling destiny. Be happy.