I Am Here

I am here, but what does that mean if there is no one else with me? I can find value in and of myself when I am alone. Yet, what is my reward? What are my fruits of comfort? Created by my thoughts a halo appears as an aura of glory surrounding my idealized person. […]

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Deep Sleep

You are now in a deep sleep. You do not hear a voice nor feel any sensations. Time is no more, and matter is disintegrating. You are in a deep unending sleep. The past, the current, the future, are now irrelevant. The universe no longer exists. You are in a deep unchanging sleep and no

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The Canyon

Moving out of the canyon and into the open plain gives a feeling of anxiety and anticipation. The boundaries are well defined in the canyon with a defensive wall on three sides. The canyon gives an illusion of safety and concealment that the open plains do not afford. In the canyon the entry and exit

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My World

My world now looks and feels like I am living in a dream. Everything seems so unrealistic, like a shadow walking in familiar places that have become like reflections in a mirror. I can’t seem to wake myself up into a time before the fall. I can’t return to a time when reality was a

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